Spiritual Guidance

As its been made clear my mother again has disowned me due to my sexuality. I went last week and gathered mt belogings with my daddy while my mother was working. Last night I pick up my Bible and in the front of it is a note "you need to call Sister Sandy you need spiritual guidance."(she was my preacher at the church I atttended in panama). I know it seems contirdictary to be "religious" and be a homosexual. I am very spirtual and full heartedly believe in Jesus Christ. I pray several times day, i prase and worship Him. He has gotten me through thus far, I should be dead or in prison if it were not through His grace and Glory. The victory is in His Name. Matthew 19:26 "with God all things are possible." Ive been told be friends,strangers,family ect that Im very spiritual. I have ALWAYS had FAITH in the Lord, it may have been shaken but I didnt loose it. I love the Lord and know He loves me. What bothers me and hurts is my mother saying I need "spiritual" help when in reality she needs it more than me. I will be fine with my FAITH in JESUS, He will change my mothers hardend heart if that is His will. His will be done not mine.